simple joys, unique smiles

This whole week has been a real tiring week!

halloween photos are up on fb,so is bffs bday photos:)i am home on an average of like 8pm daily and i am drained out, so dinner with family on thurs was really awesome:) i miss my parents! hahahs!

today alpha was awesomely nice! they celebrated the nov babies bday, and bibi was the one who got the presents and she got me a nice bangle which i love totally:) thanks alpha for the present and prayers:) i really love you guys loads and miss you loads too! its been a long while since i saw you guys! gna see your tmr:) EGGGCITED!!!

and i need to start studying! ica is like in 2 weeks time and i have not start studying, projects are also coming in and we are starting it! stress level is coming up and many sleepless nights too!

i totally need to spent more time with God, my parents and staying at home to rest and study:)

gna watch love happens with clique in the following week, plus outing with bff:) happiness:) plus dimsum and minds cafe soon!

alpha gna start on anthr m18 series abt evangelism and i am gna try to go often:)

Psalm 139 is really awesome and sweet:) it just says about God's love for us, and how much he knows us, better than anyone in this world and thn if He is for us who can be against us, plus all our days are written before hand so no matter what there is always a way out cos God have planned it out properly, tht no matter what we go through will be for His glory and He will deliver us when it it time!

I LOVE YOU GOD!

¹ O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.² You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.

³ You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways ⁴ Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.⁵ You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me

⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there

⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea,¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.¹¹ If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,"

¹² even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you ¹³ For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.

¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well ¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

¹⁶ your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be ¹⁷ How precious to ^{b]" style=" line-height: 0.5em; ">[b]} me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!

¹⁸ Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake,i am still with you ¹⁹ If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!²⁰ They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries misuse your name.

²¹ Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD, and abhor those who rise up against you?²² I have nothing but hatred for them;I count them my enemies, ²³ Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.²⁴ See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.

i had an awesome but tiring week at school!

on mon there was buddy grp,

tues watched my sister's keeper with my a'team mates:) 20 ppl! epic:)

thn fri i had alpha :) i love the daniel series! really learned abt faith and such

halloween was awesome on sat! was tiring and all but i had so much fun! i so love ateam!

and pau pau made a nice masquerade mask for me:):) i love it! thn supper with them and stay over at pau hse:) happiness!

but i realise i did not do my tut and i am still rotting with a list of must dos by 3rd nov! so god bless me! i must study and i need to maintain my grades and stuff but god spoke through :

matthew 6:32 -34

do not worry like the pagans, for the pagans run after these things, and your heavenly father knows that you need them. but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. each day has enough trouble on its own.

and as i look back to daniel it really talks about having faith and know that at the end even as we face trials and tribulations and problems God will rescue us from the den of lions:)

i love you God, thanks for the assurance!

my week in school, celebrating joe's birthday!
mel's performance @ smu treehouse
nike race with bunno!
chase, run , victorious with a team
and ernest on the grass patch at my hse dwn stairs!
school is gna be more hectic and i cant update as frequently as ever, like i even do so now!
and i have so many things on my plate, many thoughts and all, i am going mad!
bunno one day we gna chil out tgt ok! my beloved sissy! youre turning 19!
ruiling baby! wed:) wo miss ni!

nike run!!!

A-TEAM!

my fav sister & bestfr!

mel performance day:)

ruiling:):):) <3

School started and basically my class suck!
but to lessen the suckiness i have clique with me which basically rocks!
they bring so much laughter, giggles, crap, rubbish, complaints that sch is fun most of the time.
and thanks to that ah shan i am business finance rep!

this first week back to school we already know our project groupings which are not very fab for some but overall thank God i have team mates that are workable, now left marketing and ict which i really have to pray hard for good group mates, cos this sem is a 7 module sem which is heavy and totally new subjects!

but overall i had loads of fun this week, breakfast with the clique on mon cos lessons so awesomely starts at 12pm nt like last sem of 8 am,
thn tues we had Joe bday celebration:) uncle joe your 19:)
wed had a game of truth and truth so exciting, ateam:) totally awesome announcement guys for halloween plus the awesome events:) and also gym with pau and more chats:):):),
thurs chill with my baby ruiling<3,
fri is awesome with alphapha and
sat the epic day! nike run omg! and sentosa with ateam thn culture! i will be sore and breaking on sun!
oh god i need to study, even though sun i am suppose to rest in God, i swop it to my study day, hopeflly i am nt dying all over tht i cant even study!
i will mug hard, rely on god doubly more and do well this sem to maintain what i have attained cos of the wisdom God has blessed me with.

i love you god, thanks for your encouragement and your word:

john 10:4 When he brings out jis own sheep, he goes before them, and the sheep follow him!

We may well be dismayed at what life has for us this year and next, but our shepherd knows the way we're taking, and He goes before. He will not lead us down paths too dangerouus ortoo ardous where He cannot help us. He knows our limits. He knows the way to green pasture and good water, all we have to do is follow!

our unknown future is secure in the hands of our all-knowing God!

after 3 to 4 weeks of holidays school is finally starting:)
i am so excited for school to start where the usual clique will be around me, crapping, playing, mugging hard and chionging over projects and all, but the love, kindness and all will be overflowing:)
bun, ezora and sarah will be around school somewhr for me if i really need them, be it to play or rant!
prayer grp will resume, kinda excited for it noe though:) hope we will really grow!
but as the sem starts the date of release for TEP results looms ahead
and me flying away after the sem exams right on chinese new year midnight is scary, but i shant worry myself with the little things of this world but the bigger things of God for God!

this sem i pray that i will grow closer to God, build a stronger foundation and mature tht when i am away for N*C and family i will have uncompromising faith, love for God, and attitudes that will defile me.
and below is a prayer that i took from the book i read, bt not done the study guide yet: passionate faith!

Dear heavenly Father,I need your help i'm so tired of trying to manage my life and difficult situations in my own strength. Right now, i'm choosing to trust you. Help me to let go and to quit trying to manipulate things to work out the way I think is best. Thank you for loving me and for caring about my problems.

Please take away the fear like you did for Jochebed and Amram . Exchange my anxiety for your peace. Help me to rest in the knowledge that you have a special plan for my life.

In the precous name of Jesus ! Amen!

totally love this prayer and i pray that when i am trying to run on my own strength i will see this prayer agn that i will let go for God to be in control cos He created me so He knows things better than i do:)

i love you God:)

see you in school where we will be victorious:)

my awesome outing with my fav and one and only bimbo to catch (500)days of summer not my best choice of movie but i still love it and the story line how it jumps here and there! and my f21 are here:) glees joyfully! some pics to preview!

time really flies, sem one is over and now i am approaching sem 2 after my short 3 weeks break which i am actually blessed to have:)

this 3 weeks has been alot of outings with all my different friends the occasional ones with the clique. but i have grown over this 3 weeks where God really gguided me to do things i never thought i would do, give full restoration for issues, loving me as always and taking me in His arms when i shed tears, i have been growing in God, reading His word and also reading many books and i feel awesome and closer to Him at times but as i grow and mature in HIm more, the tears get lesser, the smiles get more and really is only God can do it by providing the friends in my life that brings so much joy at points and also to those that hear my rants and sadness and all of my things when i really needed you guys, your flooded me with advices, hugs and also keep me in your prayers, really thanks my womans! your are constantly in my prayers too:)

this hols had been filled with many movie outings, a short trip to batam, chill out at houses, painting and many many chatting sessions which feels so awesome:)

i had my first movie with bun, sarah, and even baby ernest. that many firsts man!

and the only thing i am flooded with is my application to HZ and also pau's present:) hahahs

i enjoy this hols alot but i realise i have not been spending much time resting and rotting at home which i want too! but i shant grumble about it:)

Bff i am too lazy to write your letter so! wait ok!when i feel like it i will write and half of what i wantt to say do not matter anymore, things are different, i have changed, and somethings said are also a waste of time cos it no longer matter nor you will undersand and all and instead it will ruin us

my fav bimbo :) WO AI NI! thanks for being there all this while, to hear everything,share my worries, to share your stories and in turn encouragement in issues that are similar or not:) and the man fun outings we had be it just rotting at home:)

bunno:) WO ye AI NI! had alot of fun we nvr had done before even though i have known you coming to 4 years:) the batam,painting of hse,henderson waves, movies and even nike run is all cos of you! you made me healthier you made me smile more, you knew what i was going through and gave me your shoulder to lean on cos you went through it too! thanks:)

pau! aunty pau heh your 18th my gym buddy who eats after gymming:) hahahs this hols had fun with you too with the awesome stayover,fame movie and many more:) love ya! hope you had fun in obs!

nad! you are like my mummy/solid rock, when my world was on the verge of collapsing you were there for me to listen, tell me dun cry, even though i was being an ass you still stood by my side and logically and patiently explain to me stuffs and all! xie xie ni nad nad!

ps :) we nvr had a very close friendship after yr 1sem 1 and after you got a bf we are nt very close to you to give your space, but now i noe we were wrong at points that you really yearn to be with us, you another awesome friend who actually can keep secrets:) hahahas k sorry abt that but really glad to have you as a friend:) even though with you i am always a lightbulb! haix! hahas!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PAU PAU!
really glad to have you as a friend and i have loads of fun with you around me, your my joy, laughter, nonsense partner, gym friend, rubbish bin to hear my nonsense and all, thank you pau!!! always be happy! keep smiling and so glad you love your presents esp the touching board plus the surprise you got!
love ya loads!
p/s: stitch is awesomely cute!

this old photo i just had to upload it! my loves of bj:)

my darl bim<3>

my yummy cookies and cream hello panda

loving it:)

beloved bunno:)

love her loads:)

batam with you dearie was awesome:)

exoticness:)

Movies are an awesome way to not talk to people when you go out with them and awkard silences are there so you fill them and pass time by catching a movie!

but there are many times a good movie where we catch or it is like the latest and must see so we head down to the cinema to watch them

how many movies have i watched this year in the cinema you ask? 10

on dvd. online? 4

and i realise all are like chick flicks or romantic and on comedy, like bridewars, the proposal, the ugly truth, high sch musical, fame, night at the meuseum, harry potter, dance subaru and on and on the list goes!

and imagine the amt of money spent on 10 movies?

n estimate of $68 bucks are spent on a person but i got like 4 free movies cos was a treat :):) heh heh but still it is money!

k i am rambling and on and on! really brainless talking!

to ease my guilt of watching too many movies i went to sks to get books to read!
my long awaited who calles me beautiful

off the shelf listening to god

a study guided book passionate faith
and i still have my a time travellers wife book to read!

i am a satisfied and happy soul!

this week has been enriching, different events took place, really i grew over this week with the conversations i had, i really enjoyed this week even though it was tiring at points

i packed and threw away my notes in preparation for sem 2 makes me feel good too!

home is and will always be the best place on earth, no matter where we go, who we are with and all!
but where is home! a place where you reside in? or where all your loved ones are at? for me is the latter with my smelly apong! k joking! ahhahs

just came home from batam and i dun really miss home but i feel so much safer from the staring eyes of the wierd ppl there.
but i had an awesome time with bunno, chillaxing under the sun by the pool till we are burnt! eating the so cheap jco, sumo-ing the breakfast, the yumms seafood, the awesome missing in spore A&W, being aunties in the hypermart and found out abt the cookies and cream hello panda biscuits! awesome dress shoppping at a price beyond imagination! hahahas!
batam changed alot since 10 years ago and i am impressed by them and i quite love it now! i shall upload some pictures the next time rd and on fb till thn
ciaos!
xoxo natty!

i have been out almost daily in ways and sorts over this few days, and at every outing there are only smiles and more photo taking. joy has been so ever present even through the problems that are faced at home, that God proides the peace, joy and laughter and only through Him its possible! that i have seen my parents mood frm being real stressed to being more relaxed and really i can only say ! praise the lord!
dad knows i have been praying for his issue, mum knows that i dont like and wont club, and that cos its due to church taking up the time and also the teachings! in time to com ei am gna see salvation!

mon was with ele and tns for tnc pre-18th celebration:)
had loads of laughter and we played true or dare! really got to know how much we disliked each other in the beginning and now we are best of friends! really love you 2 woman loads! and when sch opens i am sorry if i am busy all day long!

tues was family dinner for mama! the extended family side, it was nice and it feels like church, with the kids i see in sunday sch, the aunts and uncles, cousin and even youth pastor! it feels so awesome and like home!

wed i had a spam of dates, morning was pgs, i passed! thn i went to see nad, ah shan, jerome. thn i saw a bk called what to do with your daughter or sorts, its abt we as girls when we need our mum at a certain age but instead of goint to them we keep ourselves in the room! wonder if i shld get that for mummy? and evening i went gym-ing with pau, and had dessert with her bf &tong! like it helps the gym! and lastly i met bff at the bustop! how awesome can this be! it is tiring to rush here and there but it just put a smile on my face when i see them all and get those many hugs!

thurs is mummy bday:) i got her nth expt the cake! i am real tempted to get the book now! maybe it will be the root to get her saved! but shhe dun read oh well i shld try it out!
fri gna be a rot at hm day! before i head off to the airport for alpha! original plans was shelved but i dun mind cos i wanna be a worm at home!
weekends to batam with family and bunno! how exciting! really looking forward to it and the sun but nt the burnt part!

i am having a mad and packed schedule maybe cos its only a 3 wks hols! if this was 8 weeks i would have hated it and hunt for a job high and low! neext wk, mon i am out for p.hunting, tues with xy! SARAH Y! wanna crash my hse and stay for dinner? need to have a quick fix of you! and the list goes on! but i am trying to crash all dates tgt so tht i can spent more time at hm! sat and sun i am also out!
God! let me have enough rest so i wont fall sick and at the same time let my focus be You and not the world even if i am out all day long, that i can see my parents and spent time with them even if i am so busy!
i simply adore you God!

God has been speaking to me 2 main topics, love & sins.
that he wants me to have a bigger heart to love people and through that bt the salt and light and fish men in, and also have a bigger heart to accept His overflowing love.
also on sin tht He spoke how the world will end due to our sins, and repentance and even in culture Ps Adrain spoke, i guess in this season i must learn all this among all the other things he want me too, for most things that i must grown and change comes from sins.
that i will grow to be a woman of God full or love, kindness,joy, and all in humility as He prepares me for service in the ministry He wants me too, which i know cos God has been speaking.
iloveyouGod! youre really an awesome father,
all i have i give you praise & thank you for it!
use me the way you created me for! making me stronger in you!
heal me before i even fall sick God!
i will live to love you & live to bring you praise
i am a child in awe of you!
before i go i leave you with a passage from the scripture:)
ponder and reflect on it!

"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

with loads of love
xoxo natty <3

Sarah my one and only favourite bimbo!

i love you you so much and thanks for always being there, you walk me throught the valley and so do i for you! always giving me advice when i need it, prayers when i need it, hugs when i need it, you are there for me not always, you have your own life so do i and we give each other space, or rather i will say we take each other for granted at some points, but i am thankful that some how when we need each other we will be there for each other, i really thank God for you!

now as i rewind to how we became friends i realise our friendship is like a roller coaster!

year 1 sem 1: we were close as a ball, we spent alot of time tgt! between our friendship there were some issues, but we worked it out cos its wasnt centered in us.

year 1 sem 2: we splited, we had our difference which i promise or rather, finally have the courage to say and pin point what caused pur friendship to tear apart, we were so confident of our friendship tht we took it for granted did we? we only met like once the whole sem? that was one of the worst times we had, the really low point in our friendship which i thought maybe i lost a friend.

year 2 sem 1: we both had our own life going, i had TEP, you had normal lessons, i tried to arrange meetings and you always said will tell you agn, and it nvr happens, you had your own friends and all, i was really tired to keep the friendship gg, i almost gave up but somehow God intervene, He said give your friend some space and such but also he made you call me, it just seem so arranged by HIm, and now as we walk the end of sem 1 going on to sem 2 where the roles will be reversed, i hope our friendship will be different, not like yr1sem2 nor yr2sem1 but in the middle or sorts, where we will make time for each other, and meet occasionally not when we are free or we ut each other last on our friends calender.

lets grow in God tgt, learn how to grow our friendship tgt with God and take it to the next level, no matter what you do i am proud of you k bimbo darl! and keep growing in God!

xoxo <3 you loads

last week other thn being FUN, more Fun the next word to describe is STRESS/ BAD and more STRESS!!!
it was project week where we will rush both CS and PM to hand in this week, which is alright but still argh!
on friday half the cs grp went to the otel we have chosen to do a look see ard the hotel, and see the surroundings and such! and gantt chart is such a screwed thing! but thank God it is fixed:)

alpha on friday is such a bomb:) it was worship night, and it was nice to throw down all the stress to God and focus on Him, worship and praise Him, that at the end there was a prayer session, and God said like trust in Him , and love Him even more, that even in the business of studies and all put Him first and trust in Him, it is like God answered like no matter what, put me first, trust in me that all things will be well, and i did and i realise gantt chart somehow seemed right after tht! maybe it was before but i didnt see but no matter what! God made it right!
thank God for it, that now as i walk my path with Him, i have set certain things to keep growing in Him, in faith,trust,love &do great things for Him &fulfill His purpose for me in my little humble ways !
Ilove you God!

this week is yaaay! last week of TEP for me!, after wed no more presentation, just getting ready for GEMS assesment and i am done! HAPPINESS! 3 weeks hols youre filled with dates almost!
and through this i realise i have not been spending much time at home, even if i am at home, we oso dun really chat alot, plus i get nagged like nobody's business and scolded! i practically hide in my room to take cover, or go out! oh well this is the sad thing about growing up, this will happen but i know that after that somehow at home after you grow through a certain age the family ties will be back agn! and i am tired of trying to make things straight, when i have changed and yet my parents think i am the same old daughter they have raised for 18 years! soon they will see the change cos they are blinded by the world.

i realise i love the nature and outdoors!
i wanan go to the botanical gardens for picnic! bunno, bimbo &ezora wanna go?
henderson waves with bunno and hammo will you join us pls?
finally swimming with bff!
friday alpha:) cos its in town so i can go before movie night at grand cathy with a.team peeps:)
and youth service once again:) happiness!!!
the following weeks to come will be even more awesome! i shall talk about my weeks bit by bit!

This few days i had so much fun! even though mon and tues i had projecdt meetings and its project week but me me me still went out!!!
wed had swimming meet bimbo and bunno!!!

had so much fun with them girls chatting, laughing, shopping at wierd places, and just chilling, chatting getting to know more about each others life cos heh, so many things have happened recently that we just cant get enough of each other!!!
today went to bunno house to help her paint her room in lilac colour! it looks so nice and yummy! we were covered in paint and yet we didnt care and went over to hg point:) omg!!! hhaahahs, thn we chilled over mac ice-cream!!! omg and ezora you are so cute! really nice knowing you!!!

bun bun! i have said it many times and i am gonna say it again! i love you loads and that i am proud of you! you have grown a great deal since last year and what happened, but proud to say tht even though you nvr really moved on after a big circle but you changed your lifestyle, you have grown in God, in Alpha and i can see more maturity in you that makes me so proud of you with a little tear at the corner of my eye!!! hahahs from last year and to this year our friendship have changed alot also. last year we both had our own lives you had your A's and R, i had school and my new friends, we did drifted but i know i still could count on you to give me advice and give me strength even though i see you once a week! but this year we grew closer once again and especially during this holiday i have seen you so many times a week!!! *GRINS* this year esp when i went through the valley, where i struggled, be a puppet of the world, so many other issues but you reassure me its normal, that you gave me advice that i am really thankful for your advice, encouragement and shoulder to cry on and hugs to comfort me!
LOVE YOU LOADS BUN! thanks for all you have done!!!
i am so excited for our sisterly date on the walk and alpha-pha plus BATAM!!! hahas!

hairband shopping!!!

chill out at macas with ice scream!!

my first time painting!

bun painted her name on the wall!!!

ezoraaaaaaa!

wed at kopitiamchilling over ban-mian and bbtea:)

sentosa with ALPHA-PHA <3

xoxo i love you :)

BFF i wann say this that things will somehow nt be the same, even if i allow you into my life and you know everything, you have smth extra in your life, tht the balance will not be there. hat smth will be sacrificied and i can dare tell you it will be your friendship, ppl will give you space, last min dates can noo longer be carried out cos you have your own plans, you will feel left out cos we have common topics or rather have more opportunity to go out tgt so we will have more things to chat, and cos you have someone else in your life, and know why you feel so alone, i can say God is teaching you smth, to be more independent! you have nvr been really independent, but if i ask if you dare survive in sch alone with no friends and run well the race for god i can guess the ans is no cos even if i ask you to do smth alone you will say see who goes with me, you must grow in confidence and independence!if u did read the top part you will see how close friends can drift apart, and i will be flying, i am scared of our friendship but i guess even if everything is lost i have God and really let Him be your strength even if all else fails and also your problem is when ppl judge you, you are afraid, but be strong, and know that ultimately all things is btw you and God and nt others judgement k!

p/s: your letter will come real soon! Hugs!:)

This weekend was awesome! i loved it and enjoyed it loads:)
friday was a torture! super tired but i still crashed at 3am and i did online shopping as per usual! i shld be back on my fast on it again!

sat was great! went to culture and thn left early for jerome party!
JEROME your turning 21! bet you must be over the moon!
glad you liked your present and that thanks for all you have done by teaching and baking for us!
the food was good and the cake we brought i bet you was yummy :)

sun was the bomb!
WENT TO SENTOSA WITH ALPHA :)
had such a whale of a time! i am slightly burned! hahahas
ut i did beach volley ball which i am proud of myself tht i can actually do it,
improved on my ultimate frisbee skills cos i played some!
did captains ball and feet was burned cos we didnt wear slippers to play!
sat at the beach to chillax and chat with bun, had an awesome time with bun chatting and gg to the comes fair!
thanks bunno for going with me!
i realised how happy alpha can make me even though it is a simple outing, and i am gna try go for worship night!

next week is mad ! project week and i have a long list of outings hahahs! and it is till oct!omg!
mon - CS project meeting
tues- PM project meeting
wed- date with my fav bimbo
thurs- bunno date!
fri- alpha worship night
sat- ernest bday
sun- SLACK!
thn thn thn i get to submit my projects and my 3 weeks hols:):):)
and the list of things to do!
1. date sweets out
2. date peishan out
3. pau birthday
4. date bunno out for henderson and sentosa again
5. bimbo gna crash my house
6. GOING TO BATAM WITH BUNNO!
7.train for nike human run????
8. date gang ouut before school reopens i hope???

i realise my hols is filled wiith bunno dates!
i am so excited for it! oh bun I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THT THE SKY WILL DROP!
ahahhas! you are really awesome in my life, things tht i am gg throough you are a few steaps ahead of me but we complement each other in ways we can never imagine, pray for each other and help each other in times of needs! you are so awesome in my life! lets continue growing each other and keep track of each others life! i see a great future in you and let our hearts feelings be as it is cos God has a better plan that we cant see!
i am gna do many dates with you and I LOVE YOU :)
finally i can date you out properly! argh ! HAPPINESS! :D

hahahs! i have nth much going on in my life, actually there are many things
PM ICA 1& 2 was over, i guess it was ok! God will do His work and i done my best
CS roleplay was fun, elmo was such a star :) hahahas
and i guess i am heading into project week thn off i get my 3 weeks break in which i plan to laze at hm almost daily other thn for my sweets her date out! i promised and erm ele for a one on one and pau marina barrage i gotta stay at home! i am broke i just did some online shopping ! oops! f21 and old navy gets to tempting! so stay at hm i dun see shops no clothes to buy!
i wanna get an itouch ! its price has dropped ! DO YOU WANNA SPONSOR ME! but oh well youth camp is up and i have not paid in full :) heh heh heh! saving too!
and guess what, i got my email! I AM GOING TO NETHERLANDS i think, cos i still have to depend on the partnering uni if they want me!

lastly HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MELLY MOO DEARIE!

you have been a real awesome mentor when you peer guided me! i learnt alot and had loads of fun!keep growing in God as you pursue your dreams studying music!

a week flies past real fast,
on thurs i was almost dying in school but i managed to survive, friday i died at home, cos i puked in the morning, see doctor, and i guess tummy problem and had fever plus sorethroat, and i slept like 3/4 of my friday away, when i said i am gonna study for my upcoming pm ica.
sat i went for N*C to be equally dead there, but God was amazing during worship i could not take it and i sat down on my chair and i started to weep and God the aircon was cold but my face was burning like He is burning all my illness away and let me sweat so i could recover, but during service i still had a panadol provided by CY bestfriend :) but all i can say God is real awesome, even though saturday night was the worse night i had, i could not sleep and was still puking. but now i am cmpletely healed, Thank God man! no more suffering :)

i caught G-force with my auunt and cousin was an amazing show :) rreally enjoyed it,
and i love bus rides at times cos i can look out of my window with a praise or worship song blasting out of my earphones while i think/marvel about God, or think other things and i realise that i am having a packed schedules, if not for studies i will be out of my houes with different people, i still spent time at home with my parents and some of my bestfriends but it is been a while since i spent one on one quality time with Bff, but like i said previously nothing stands the same as it was anymore, and i realise i do not do this wonderful things with my parents, mum is too busy with baby, dad i dun ask now,me when the nicest show is out i ask my friends first and mainly they love swimming more also, there is like no more us even though we still sit down eat, chat, argue discuss things and such but movies is so rare now.
that i felt so empty on the bus, like i had everything placed in front of me, i know what iwant , i reach out of it by striving hard and giving my best, i have time for pleasure, no riches but blessed enough to pamper myself with shopping/movies/food outings at times, my dream of going abroad to study is just a hand reach away, God is the centre of my life, i am depending so much on Him and all now even though at times i am far from Him, or not listening to Him but still He is very much present.
i felt lonely, afraid, empty, countless of emotions, this might be what people say packed schedule empty lives of maybe blame it on emotions cos i am pms-ing but i choose the former cos i really believe in it, maybe it is time to let go everything and trust in God to give me the best like what my blog title says simple joys , through simple and special ways but still unique smiles will e formed.

i am tired father, let me rest on your shoulders
my emotions are to the brim, my tears are overflowing, lend me your shoulders
i am confused, sort my confusion, clear the path and set it straight
take all my problems away or help me with the solutions
i don't want to be alone running this tiring race, carry me to the end
fill my heart with your love, give me strength, let me depend on you more, let me feel not that afraid, alone, and instead let me feel more of my parents love, that it feels it is lost as we grow older and spent lesser time from home
take me out of this emotional turmoil, set me in you courts instead

but through all this emotions i know you want me to see through it as a way where i grow from a child to a young lady in you, that you seem so far but you will shine through for me when it is THE moment for it but my faith is diminishing at times cos it seems so hard, but i know when i look back someday, i will say yes onoy God can get me through that!
i love you father!

i am absolutely going mad! this happens when you are studying CS for ICA the next day! next week will be even hectic so see more of me like this! but thank God CS ica1 is over,gonna race against everything, and trust in God for the rest of my ICAs.

and after everything need to de-stress, so we head down to the grand cathy to catch the proposal, cos your truly really wanted to watched it, was funny, sad at parts and overall not bad! 3stars if i were to say cos quite disapppointed with the ending! and here are the picturs of the day with my 2 lovely BSC buddies! BRUNO! joke of the day! hahahs!

What do you do when it is teachers' day eve there is nothing to do and you decide to meet up with your sec sch girlfriends at a mall just a stone throw away from school?

you first eat and 2nd play arcade!

this was how 3 girls spent their time at the mall they frequented almost daily in sec 3 and occassionally in sec 4 due to the remedial classes.

miss those times and those place, but all i can say is thank God for people like them, we do senseless things, when we meet is eat, shop and chat even more nonsense!

ele: 8 year of friendship and counting, really glad to have you in my life even thought when we were tgt we fight almost on a alternate days basis cos being only chile we are quite spoiled at times, glad you love your very belated birthday presents. meet up soon for a one on one time soon man!

tnc:4 years of friendship is not long nor short, there was a time we used to dislike each other but now we can sit and chat everything, you and your bill gates! tsk!

we have drifted, change, grown, matured but still in the hearts of ours we know that if there is no one we still at least have each other. thank God for them.

lastly HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

and i had school, damn! and tomorrow i have CS ICA and i am here updating my blog! how amazing, hope the many times i read through is enough plus some common sense , plus God blessing over me and that the paper is easy is enough to get me a good grade!

hahahs!

massive attack!

suzanne and paulina:)

President charity 10th anniversary bear!

Outing with BFFs to get things! had an awesome time shoppping and cam-whoring!

awww ! loads of love <3>

look like lightbulb?

trying to be serious and poised!

reach for the skies!

MAN UTD FTW!

want to know how my weekend went?

it can be summarised into the pictures! i went out with clique to get some things! thn on sat wen to volunteer with A-team ppl for president's charity thing and we sold bear! had soup spoon and ice cream for dinner:) had LOADS of LAUGHTER! so many jokes were created or laughed at, but i missed N*C tht is the sad thing and they started on a new series! realised in sept and oct i will miss service cos of parties! but i guesss cos i make my own choices, but God knows i love Him and He sees the heart and that is most impt! i had my 2nd OSEP interview! hope i do get through and hopefully the partnering university will take me in too. i am tired of spore and what happened and i don't want to see it or even face up to the fact, maybe cos i have my reasons why and i dun wanan share, or maybe i dun even really know why except friend who understand what i am thinking better thn i can see myself at points, and only God can heal and make me as new and as wonderful to serve in His kingdom. i feel like i am excaping from reality by leaving if i do! but even if i do it will be in 2010!

had first week os classical! was boring in class!tried to listen but failed! need to mug CS cos ica on wed and thn movie with mavis and no idea who else! :)

God i just wanna say I LOVE YOU and the world may fail me but You will never, even though you seem like you are away and i feel disappointed but i know you will come through at the last minute for me!

and this thought came when i was walking home : romance is painted as something beautiful, sweet and fun thus the word is used, relationships comes with commitment, responsibilty and consequences thus the word is used not often, and even when it is used the meaning people choose to believe in is the same as romance. I choose relationship if the meaning is for it alone but at the end of the day it is all the same meaning but different words describing a guy and a girl tgt getting to know each other with the prospect of getting married.

with loads of love! ME! xoxoxo

i miss BFF loads but things will no longer be the same as it were in the past, certain things have to be avoided when chatting, what happens now will either tear us apart or draw us closer, you made your choice and so do i make my own choices and i will stand by it at all cost like wad you will do, we are no longer the same and i feel like you are a stranger so far away at times, maybe leaving seems the easy way out, maybe it will totally draw us apart but i have to try cos it is my dream, but know i will always be there for you cos i love you even though we seems like strangers.

You are the reason
For blue in the sky
Yes, you are the reason why
Snow covers winter
And melts into Spring
And rivers meet the sea

God is here for you
And you were made for Him
He'll give you more of everything
Cause He has always loved you
His promises are true, so true
If you

Chorus:
Come as you are
Don't change a thing
Open your heart
He'll walk right in
Come as you are
No alibis
His love for you
Will never die

There is a heaven
Open your eyes
And there you have no disguise
He'll never leave you
No need to hide
He's always by your side

If you just believe
There is a way you'll see
It's just one step to eternity
And He will always love you
This promise will be true, so true
If you (chorus again)

this song is amazing! i fell in love with it when i heard it!
it is what God wants from us to bare our all and come before Him!

It is a time for mass update even though i wanted to make N*C service as a post.

this week was my last week in MSC, like finally its over, but when the farewell party is over, there is sadness, those familiar faces that we were around for 10 weeks plus some bsc faces will not be seen so often as we move on to classical and eventually sem2. the fun, joy ,laughter and everything will be put into my memory like all of the rest of you guys, may it be good or bad memories, all past feud or everything, it is all over and that all of us will be happy and give hugs and all when we pass each other in the walkways of school.
classical class3, it is exciting as it is mostly filled with msc people, i can oly trust in God to hold me tight, not let me waver and become of the flesh instead of the spirit, that in faith i will do well, even though everyone says it is hard i know with faith that i will be victorious.

update on N*C, it was really awesome with ps chris hope, worship was awesome and many could feel God's presence around, and he spoke about destinies and how the devil is trying to block them with a whole army, for if we know the truth he will be destroyed and why the devil is doing that is because we are the only way the devil can get back at God and hurt God for we are the precious children of God.
and during ministry time, even before we were up at the altar, God was already moving, mending hearts and making them whole once again, and at the altar there will many revelations, i when expecting a great move from God and to grow in Him even more because of the word but He spoke to me about my purpose that God created me for.
i always wondered if God placed that dream, hope in me was it real, but He confirmed it yesterday, that in my life my annointing is to bring peace, unity in times of needs, confusion, division and that i will be a big sister to many, and i never did expect it, even though it was in me when i accepted God that i want to be able to grow and see many other girls exceed me in doing His kingdom's work, but never did He ever confirm it,
but in recent months as i talk to my fellow youth and close friends, get to know myself even better as i drifted away from Him and got lost in the world, God slowly revealed what He had in mind for me to do in this season of my life, and show me what is the plan He had in mind for me in life too, that as i wait for Him even in the darkest hours i will still wait in faith, grow in faith and know that he is nearby just that the devil is blocking me from god, but as i breakthrough it, His name will be glorified and that i will ultimately be victoious no matter what happens, and that as i pray about youth camp and the months leading to it, i believe God will show me more things, guide me and teach me many more things, for my God is my rock, strength and my everything.
i love you lord!
and i know that camp dare 09' will be real awesome!

this week was a very relaxing and slack week!
i had so much fun, joy and laughter, and i would say, unpleasant in certain ways cos always there will be party poopers who will try to dampen your week but, i am still joyful!
mon and tues were hols for me:) i finally got my slippers, new watch, and did my assignment and completed my reports

wed, i had my OSEP interview! i am afraid, i worry but i have learnt to cast all this little worries to the Lord, if i wanna worry i shall worry about something big like pleasing GOD, pleasing my parents, getting all A's in my exam cos I CAN DO IT! and so on and so forth.

thurs, had the assignment presentation, it was so hilarious during the presentation, just keep laughing and on and on!

fri was off day, and i went to ion with family, with friends was all play and laughter, with family you eat, get to shop ard and go into the expensive boutique too! ahahhahas and had ernest along, he was just a tyrant keep screaming buyao buyao buyao but he had his cute baby moments also, in just 3 hours you would have seen all sides of him, what a joy of being a baby, you laugh, cry, throw tantrum and so on and no matter how angry your parents might get, you still get away with it cos you are merely a baby, and you have no worries, no fears, no stress and you are who you really are, no one will judge you either! tht is why there is something called a child like faith you just trust, believe and never doubt.

oh the joy of being a child!

sat had youth service, was really awesome, ps adrian touched on the topic what pleases parents, and i realised tht i have such very very awesome parents, that even though i knew they were awesome i never really appreciated them for what they taught me and nag me,i knew what they mean and how much they love me through nagging, but after the sermon i fully understand it all, and all were reminders but the point love and respect was impactful, i love and respect my parents like duh! but at times i dun show it, i can be rude and stuffs so it is a challenge for me to be a better child, obey them and respect them!

sun is a rotting day! i am rotting at home! and i bet i will be stuck at home for the pm rally too!

the up coming week!!!

HANDOVER WEEK! the most exciting and anticipating week for me!

it is after 9 weeks and finally the 10th has arrived! the week many had been lookin for!

i will miss my msc buddies but i will see them in class3:)

God give me strength for the upcoming week!

pictures have to wait!

no fb for now

nor blog shopping!

i will spent more time with God as i fast away from those!

till then

xoxo!

God is amazing, just as i was about to have my OSEP interview today, the day before when i was doing my devotions He spoke to me about casting all my worries and anxieties unto Him and He will settle it for us. as i read and think through i realise i am quite a worry-wart and all my plans were thought out like long before i even reach that stage in life, some people might say it was good but to God it is like i am not trusting in Him enough to actually plan way ahead of time.
and it also reminded me of the struggles i have and tht god said, i know your struggles and i am here with you as you go through them, that as i go through all this struggles i know i will grow to become a stronger woman of faith, in this season as he teaches me alot of thing like faith, obedience, trust, family, friendship, humility and reveal more things about my purpose and His plan for me on this earth, all i can say is i than God for this growth and i will wait upon Him and learn how to urrender my all unto Him to do His work.
that even though my interview was alright and is like not the best among the lot of 12 i hope that i still can scrape through to the second round, but i believe if God wants me to do a work in Singapore at that period and do not grant me my childhood dream of studying overseas i will just have to accept it and serve Him in wherever hewants me too.

omg tues i had my official leave:) it is so awesome! i went to the most awesome place on earth! orchard central! i think i have walked the 2 newest malls in singapore already even though not all shops were open i found some fantastic shops which sell somethings that i am looking for:) HOW AWESOME CAN THAT BE! ahhas! and know wht i am on my 3rd consecutive week of morning shift! how crap it it even though i love morning shift! but still... and next week is HANDOVER WEEK! the week that i have been waiting for but that also means full shift for the next whole week! amazing me will do 4 consecutive week of full shift and in total MSC 10 weeks i do 7 weeks of morning shift cos 3 weeks i have full shift! FRIDAY HURRY ARRIVE!

i read this in the book 'boy meets girl' and it really touched my heart, i was reading it in the train and omg i was holding back tears like nobody's business, even though my eyes were swimming in tears, thank God i didnt break down and weep. if i were at home i would have cried like a baby for what the Son of God has done for me.

it is titled ' The Great Rescue'

It starts with how can a cruxification that happens 2thousand years ago help when our past comes knocking today?

The answer is that the cross is God's plan for freeing me from guilt and punishment of your past sins. At the cross we see both the depths of our depravity and the heights of God's amazing love for us. We are able to see God's wrath for sin and His unspeakable mercy and love for sinners.

Now i will share with what had been written that really showed me and reaffirmed me how much God loves me even though i sin against Him time and time again. it wll be an exercpt from the book, go borrow if you want to read the whole chapter.

as the man swings, the Son recalls how he and the Father designs the medial nerves of the human forearm, the sensation it would be capable of, and the design was flawless, "Up you go!" and God is on display on his underwear and can scarcely breathe.

But these pains are merely a warm-up to his other and growing drea. He begins to feel a foreign sensation, somewhere during this this day an unearthly foul odor began to waft,not around his nose but around his heart. He feels dirty, human wickedness starts to crawl upon Hin spotless being, the living excrement from our souls. The apple of His father's eye turns brown with rot.

His Father! He must face his father like this!

From heaven the father now rouses himself like a lion disturbed, shakes his mane, and roars against the shriveling remnant of a man hanging on a cross. Never has the son seen the father look at him so, never felt even the least of his hot breath. But the roar shakes the unseen world and darkens the visible sky. The son does not recognise these eyes.

''Son of man why have you behaved so? You have cheated, lusted,stolen, gossiped- murdered,envied, hated, lied, cursed,robbed,overspent, overeaten- fornicated, disobeyed, embezzeled & blsphemed. Oh the duties you have shrunk, the children you have abandoned... and the list of what God said to jesus didnt end!

and again God said" I hate, loathe these things in you! disgust for everything about you consumes me! Can you not feel my wrath?

of course the son is innocent but the Father and the son planned this, and Jesus will be treated if personally for this sins commited and God stored rage against human kind from every century explodes in a single direction.

and this is the great rescue! i changed words, shortened the passage but still it means the same, it shows how much god loves us!

it just shows how much God loves us, forsaking His son for us yto be blameless and pure and one day be in heaven with Him, this is he greatest lov we can ever get!

I love you God, and i will obey my parents for you said obedience and honoring our parents is the only duty we have as a child.

thank you for your sacrifice jesus so i can have eternal life!

It is been a while since i blogged and now the latest post is flooded with photos, i have so much to write that i have no idea where to start with, but in summary i will say god is goood,
i lost something impt over last week,
sat had amazing CULTURE and also ALPHA BBQ! i love God, my youth and all to the max, it is so amazing spending time with them, chatting and stuffs, as i grow closer to God i wanna built my life around church,
sun i went out with pau, shopped a while, went to yiolympics, thn ran awayy thn went to far east, wisma for f21 and and and ION! ahhas
mon i went to ps with nad to shop and do many amazing things,
i really thank God for all my friends in my life, where can do so many fun things tgt, they support me in may ways that your will nvr noe, encourage me, test my faith and my knowledge of things, help God test me in ways tht will nvr happen if things didnt happen, really thank God for all he has given me, taught me, and strengthen me and all.

this coming week things to do:
1. grow in god
2. do shop stuffs (promo/lucky draw)
3 reports (summary/ps)
4. SOP
5. spent more time with friends, and help each other grow,
6. CHURCH
7. National day plus HOLS!
8.Outing with nad and nette :)
9. oh i have assignment too! haix!
10. really have a gd rest and spent time with parents
wad a long list i have man! haix! God help me!
and i realised my new class is really competitive! the results are like GPA 3 &above! but God will let me shine and i will do much better to glorify His name.
i will only have faith and trust in Him!
enjoy the pics!

today's post will be real long where i will address many issues, come upfront and face many different emotions as i type this post, it will span from family, to friends to my relationship with God which is practically me up front and clean and all that i have, it will be partially randoms with updates of my week too.

I guess i shall start with something simple, like my week, ahd a mad and busy week, trying to save money, had sales analysis presentation, went for gift fair, know what we wanna do for the assignment and all, had youth service which was a blast, stepped out of my comfort zone, learnt many stuffs about the things about me and revelation from God. and this is abt my week summarized till mad.

Now i will move on to previous week sermon about friends, i missed the what kind of friends you shld look for but all i know is what kind of ppl we mix with is the person we actually are inside, they can be good or bad influences and i really agree with it, things when awry in my life cos of the lack of tht stable foundation in my life for tht period of time, i am a kiss and tell sort of person but that period of time i clamed up so many things that opening up was very difficult, only my lj ppl knew abt it. and last week i learnt how to be a deep level partner.
1) I have to give more than i take:
i am learning that as i am a single child, in family i am the baby girl of it, i get what i want, i admit i am selfish,sturbborn, impatient and i think slightly more things but i dun show it to anyone except to those at home and to my closest friends,a dn i must change and God has been moulding me, teaching me humility, challeging me to give in to my friend more thn taking more
2) I have to give my friend some space:
it is so true i realsiesd i may not have the same problem with my best friends in class cos we see each other often and daily and i realised that with other friends, i cant be keep making a move to keep the friendship going, but i shld let myself and that person take a break, the person will know whr to find me when they have troubles so why not i spend the time investing in my other friendship and relatioship with God and family.
3) Make your friend's success your mission:
Bff will hate this but i still gotta say it, i swear that this point hit home hard, it has always been me me and me, how i can be better than others, i encourage and see ppl grow but when i am not and they are above me i question God, why them and not me, but i now noe it is just selfish ambitions, that it may not be this season in my life that God wants me to do something like them, or He wants to use me in other impt areas and i must help my friend succeed, build them to further godliness, help them in all i can, keep them from pitfalls of everything like relationship, and God is speaking to me on somehting as i type now, Praise Him!
4) I got to make a commitment for life:
Which is like getting my friend something and say i wanna be your friend for life, and GOD will witness it and really treasure and work the friendship no matter thick or thin.

This week's sermon was on Family, another sermon that hit right home to me,i will really summarize it in to very little word,
1) That God is into family:
He created someone for Adam so that adam can have someone like Him a woman called eve to have a family with Him
2) A strong family is a powerful unit
3) You're in your family for a reason:
i totally agree on this point cos i have questioned GOD many times on this and He time and time again assured and confirmed to me that saving my family is the reason why i am in my home, that with my family He is going to teach me many things, first is that if you want to serve in God's house we must obey our parents, manage our families well in our aspects and it hit home that i have not been doing so recently and that is why my growth with God dropped and that i realise why i am not serving God in anyway in a ministry in church

Now about my own life, i guess it is time to open up, but if you have the time i challenge you to read my nov posts till jan and frm jan till june you will see a huge contrasting difference in me, and yes that was when i drifted away from my almighty Father, but His love and grace brought me back, i thank Him for it and now allowing me to share about it with courage. I became so of the world, i had friends or rather many aquaintances, i was so called "up there" in sch, but in church i feel left out at times cos it is not the same ra-ra kind in sch, but i have my own grp of friends which i really thank God for to help keep me rooted and bring me back to the ground, they might not have known what i was going through till i opened up but they helped in a certain way, and only God's divine intervention could make it possible. I am taking my baby steps back to God now, learning more about Him, i always thought that setback and all make your relationship and undestanding in God drop but now i noe it is all wrong, we can never know God less but more , through trials and tribulation we may leave awhile or not feel connected or dry, but this are all processes that will make us grow in Him much more, that when we are out of it we will realise how much more we have grown in GOD and actually tahnk Him for the lesson taught and that is what i am doing now, growing up, learning more, serving HIm in my little way, stepping out of my comfort zone, and as i speak to jane and ruth and crystal i realsied how much i missed mentoring with Melly -moo, hope one day soon we can sit down and complete i kissed dating goodbye, move on to He calls me beautiful and maybe do the book biblical characters,
and this is my life and all that i have went trhough and all that i wanted to share,
Good night,
GOD BLESS!
and xoxo iloveyouall!
hope you have learnt something by chancing upon my blog and reading it all!

Impressions counts alot especially in the working world and when you make friends.
So what is your first impression of me?
Many will say this that i have a stuck-up look, unfriendly look, english and christian looking, i will like look at them once through like look and they think i don't like them or judge them, and when they know me it is totally 2 kinds of character, i am totally noisy, i can speak both eng and chinese but i prefer eng, i can bitch about things, and i am totally friendly and bubbly a person, a total opposite from the impression that i give.
So what is your first impression of me i really wanna know?
this thought struck me that you cant judge a book by its cover and what you see might not be what you get when i was on the train to church today and that friendship you can see real wierd pairing walking on the street or even couples but you never know what lies beneath all those looks, glamour, or anything.
like i and my best friend have total diff look, she has the more approachable nice look while i have the more proud look , but compared i open up easily and make friends fast, but that is where the downfall comes, cos friends make or break you, i have been through both, i have friends that can single handedly break a relationship you so carefully build with God within a mth or so, and some that help build you up in God,
there are so many things we have to look in a friend and "interview", pick them correctly and all to build us up, and for the "wrong" ones we have to cut them off, but we will definately go through many bad ones to find a good friend for they are like God-made for us, and are rare. but before you go picking around on which friend can be a good one to you, have you been a good friend to the ppl around you should be a question we ask ourselves, and how judgmental are you! cos it can lead to downfalls too, as the best friends can be someone not of your clique type at all.
i will continue on friendship the next time round and what is your first impression of me?

I realise recently tht i have not lost my passion for reading, i recently picked up books from the library and one is of a christian girl struggle to being the most popular girl in school and compromising her faith and belief at times but somehow God will send someone or something that happen to help and protect her, this is so real life, so real and i went through it that you can only say God is really amazing, another book was about summer, a girl couldnt resist a guy in the first book even though she had a bf and in the second book they were supposedly engaged and i cant stand the suspense cos i was guessing the ending and i was right she went for another guy and this is the world, divorce was in the book as if nothing had happened, like a normal daily meal, the world is really getting more corrupted, and it is in my generation that all this is happening which is saddening, that all i can say is God use us your sons and daughter to save the lost as the lost comes out of hiding and avoiding you.
i should also be more responsible and self-restraint in msc and not reading a book or doing things i should not. so i can get my A, and i know God will help me achieve that A, cos i really need it to pull my grades up like badly.
Hunger is my new favourite word, i am getting hungry easily nowadays and that is bad, i will just grow fatter and fatter!
tomorrrow i am gnna meet ele and tnc! it has been so long since i met them, well i shall grab my cammy to take photos with the, it is been a long long while! miss them loads!
tonight i am feeling random, with random thoughts and nothing but that, i should go find some more solid topics to blog about, culture is my source of reflection on my blog but i missed sat so nth to talk about! AND IT IS FRIDAY! MEANS WEEK 4 OF MSC IS COMING TO AN END! YEAH MAN! THANK GOD!